Duality: Who We Think We Are and Who Other People Think We Are
A few weeks ago, I got to experience something that always manages to shake my confidence in myself. You see, the chorus I sing in always throws a cast party to celebrate the show and to give us a chance to watch a video of the performance. Watching the performance is one of my favorite parts of the cast party because when you’re a part of a show it can be very difficult to appreciate the whole. You can’t see yourself, you can’t see how all the pieces fit together, and you can’t appreciate the finished product in the same way that the audience can. So it is great to see it all together and to get an idea of what it was like for the live audience. However, I spend a lot of the viewing watching myself and how I move. Confession time: I really hate watching myself. I do not enjoy seeing moves that I thought were very precise and focused turn into vague and sluggish hand gestures on the video. I don’t love watching my face and being surprised...